I'm so worried:(

School's tedious. I'm starting to question myself the purpose as to why I'm attending lessons. I have to drag myself out of my bed every morning, get prepared, squeeze myself with retards then I have to drag my feet to school early in the morning everyday. Then what comes after will be eating, talking and day dreaming. Learning has never come into the picture. I mean... it does but.... oh well... I couldn't concentrate at all but I tried, I really did. It has come to a point when I think it's pointless attending lessons when nothing goes into my brain.We even skipped lesson halfway through today. I'm feeling damn demoralized now I don't know what to do. Ahhhhh damnnn! Enough of all these craps. Need to get back to some serious work (think : assignment) + start my intensive revision. I hate deadlines. Moreover, we can no longer extend our deadlines. Awesome much, I can see myself dying very soon.

Time is passing too fast and I miss my clique. It's time to meet up with my lovely girlfriends. I'm sorry I always never appear during meet ups. I know you all miss me especially Baby Cho(RIGHT?) Hahahah! Ok next week shall be it. No procrastination, no empty promises. Plus I want my Left4Dead meh! I need to distress by killing zombies. HA HA HA!

On a side note, I am damn pissed off with myself because I didn't save a cent this month. Terrible! And it's very annoying to know that my bank account is only left with $xxx amount because i spent them somewhere, everywhere. It's depleting too fast... Too fast.. I'm poor like dog. I always hate it when I have to check my account balance. Ewww.. Mom has been nagging about the increasing amount reflected on my credit cards statements. Awesome I think she will flip if she finds out the amount of money left in my bank. Ha Ha Ha I'm So Dead..

Ps: Two more days to my run away trip with Bb and co. I cannot wait. I need a getaway so badly.

Till the next update. Ciao!